Today is our anniversary.
We’ve been “together” for a little under 12 years, married today for 8 of them. Isn’t that weird? It’s weird.
So far I’m having a not too terrible day of watching Beauty and the Beast with my little beauty while Kevin has his first day of school. We are supposed to go out tonight for dinner, a dinner that hopefully I will be able to smell and taste which is something I have been unable to do for more than a month.
These days I’m feeling exhausted, spend most of my waking hours feeling sick to my stomach and am generally feeling sorry for myself.
I don’t want to go out tonight. I’m not in the mood. I’m tired. I have no appetite. I like being home when I don’t work. I really like being home when I don’t feel good. But… I haven’t felt up to doing anything just the two of us since he got back from Chicago. We went to a movie last week but again, I felt crappy and was in a bad mood for most of the night. So I feel like I owe him to go out. It is after all, a day I’m supposed to reminisce fondly of and want to spend with him, right? So… I’m going to try to make an effort. I probably won’t do my hair up or wear anything really nice and hopefully he won’t want to go to some fancy restaurant that takes three hours to eat a meal. It’s just hard to get into anything feeling the way I’ve been feeling, which is kind of down in the dumps.
Ugh. Happy anniversary to me.
i hope you are feeling much better soon and enjoy your happy anniversary celebration! congratulations on eight years!
Bless you honey. I had plenty of those… working around dad’s shift work, church, and my allergies too. Blame me for the allergies. Here’s hoping you enjoyed your night out!
8 years down,
100 more to go!
Happy Anniversary (late) Truth and Jenn!